summer closing, and what do i have to say for myself? regrets linger, memories don't fade, and some days i couldn't be happier. i can't say that i 'found' you, as you've been there for an extensive period of time. however, you came around at the opportune time. some days i wish differently, but you have to remember that i'm still learning. still trying, still recovering. it isn't easy to go from one to another, not a smooth transition. but i'm trying, please believe me when i tell you this. i want to try. for you.