the time i didn't talk.

i remember the time i didn't talk to you for three months; i remember how hard it was. and now my biggest fear is that i'm going to have to do it again. what do you mean you don't know what you think of all of it?! i'm sorry i'm a frustrated mess.

i had a dream last night where you blocked all contact from me.

last time i had a dream about you it came true the next day. is it okay that i'm terrified?